My life now.

Hello people! How are you? It’s been so ling time since I write something here. Well, I just want to tell you that my life has been better than before. Yeah, there’s a problem sometimes, but life won’t be cool if there is no problem, right?
Blog, I think I am in love again now. I think it’s just a crush….. but its not. Gah, I don’t even understand what I’m feeling right now. I don’t want to write the name here because I am not crazy, and i know some people that know my blog url knew him. Hell, yea. I think I should stop talking about him.
And someone has told me to moved on, go forward and forget the past. Bro, I am trying here. He just makes it harder. You know… I saw his tweet and everything. And I wonder how could he do it so easily? I mean, look at me! It’s been one year, and the pains in my chest haven’t gone yet. It doesn’t mean that I still in love with him, not that. I just think that was not fair! I am hurt, so does he have to be hurt too! I know I am being mean to him. I am so sorry.

quotes:

 “Forget it, Angel. Go forward. Forget the past.” He said.

i answered, “I’m Trying now. Good luck for me. Have a nice day.”

Lady gaga - You and I (Acoustic thanksgiving version)

THIS IS WHAT I CALLED MUSIC.
i really love this song, but in normal version. now i just watched the acousic thanksgiving version. and you know, THIS IS COOL, AH-MAH-ZING. Yeah, just listen to this song and you will want to listen to this song, again, again and again........

Hello goodbye.

Hello guys. it's been so long time since i came here, sorry. just want to say that i am okay... and i am still alive now.

i don't know what to write here..................... so goodbye. 

Artwork by Maulina farro

okay. someone has commented on one of my post and asked me to put my drawings here.. so this is it, not really good tho'. but yeah... please don't steal these! this is my artwork. if you want to use this, tell me first, okay?

Peeta Mellark

the day at the park

in the hallway

Katniss everdeen and Peeta Mellark

mozart's sister

Storyline

Beginning in 1763, the film follows the Mozart family's exhausting life on the road, traveling by coach from one royal court to the next, where the nobility marvel at young Wolfgang's prodigious talent. But accomplished singer, harpsichordist, violinist Nannerl, Wolfgang's elder by five years, first held forth as the family's infant prodigy. At the film begins, she is still performing, though overshadowed and sidelined as accompanist by Wolfgang's growing fame. Her father bows to social strictures "for her own good," refusing to let her continue with the violin or compose, while privately conceding Nannerl's talent to his wife. No longer a precocious tot, Nannerl chafes at the limitations imposed by her gender and frets about her prospects. Written by Palm Springs Internation Film Festival  

Okay.. so i just watched this film a few minutes ago. i brought this DVD from my besties, chrsitabel (thanks, kitty!) 

pertama-tama... gue tertarik dengan film ini karena judulnya. yep. "mozart's sister". gue seneng banget dengan yang namanya lagu klasik. gue suka dengerin masterpiece nya mozart, beethoven, bach, pachlebel, tchaikovky, dan yang paling gue suka itu debussy.

kemarin sih sebenernya gue minjemn DVD nya.. tapi yah tau sendiri kan gue kemarin galau gajelas lebay gitu-_- gak mood buat nonton film ini. 

dan hari ini gue baru nonton, Film nya keren sih. membuat gue terinspirasi. karakter wolfgang bisa yah latihan biola setiap malam ber jam-jam.. sedangkan gue latihan biola hanya yah paling lama 1 jam sehari...... FYI gue bisa main biola-_- tapi gue rada nggak ngerti dengan jalan ceritanya. maybe i will watch it one more time, so i can understand....... akhirnya sedikit membingungkan untuk gue tapi yah-_-

oke, intinya film ini bagus. udah gitu aja okaaaayyyy. males nyeritain-_- wkwkwk. byeee... :)

mistakes

God, i am so sad.
sepertinya gue akan galau selama seminggu ke depan. Hm, well... i did something REALLY wrong. belakangan ini gue suka banget sama kegiatan menggambar. Binder gue penuh dengan gambar-gambar... there is someone who always inspired me in every artwork. setiap gue gambar pasti itu dapet inspirasi seseorang. karena kebanyakan gue gambar orang, bukan gambar benda atau hewan. dan salah satu dan yang paling banyak menginspirasi gue itu thebeatles. sengaja nggak make spasi karena itu julukan untuk seseorang. you know lah, gamungkin gue frontal disini.
dan nah, di binder itu kan isinya banyak gambar dia.... dan hari ini gue bawa binder itu ke tempat les. and i met him there, i mean thebeatles.
sahabat gue mau ngeliat binder itu, tapi gue nggak yakin mau kasih liat itu ke dia atau nggak. habisnya kan sahabat gue itu kenal sama thebeatles, nanti pasti dia langsung tau kalau yang gue gambar itu dia. tapi...... ga gue kasih.
terus pas lagi les gue nggak sengaja bilang; "Ih aneh banget sih tuh bule"
dan.... pas akhir-akhir les tuh thebeatles keliatan kesel gitu sama gue. mungkin dia denger. dia ngerti sih bahasa indonesia dikit-dikit, mungkin dia ngerti apa yang gue omongin. mungkin dia tersinggung. I DIDN'T MEAN IT! i swear! itu cuman keceplosan aja :-(
dan pas udah bel pulang gue kasih liat gambar gue yang ada di binder ke sahabat gue. gue sama dia berdiri di koridor, terus thebeatles lewat. langsung gue tutup binder nya. dan gue nggak berani ngeliat mukanya thebeatles. after that, i went straight home.
he must be really mad at at me. WHAT IF HE KNOWS? WHAT IF HE THINKS THAT IT'S CREEPY? WHAT IF HE HATES ME? :-(
gue harus minta maaf ke thebeatles. tapi gue bakalan ketemu sama dia hari rabu yang akan datang. well, kalau beruntung gue bisa ketemu dia hari senin.... but..................................
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH :-(